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Thursday, 28 April 2016

The so called "My best" is yet to come...

I dont know why, I seem to recollect failures and downs whenever I am on a leap up. Often  i seem to confirm by my less greener pastures. Often  I seem to confirm to my so called inherent deficiencies an bottlenecks. Am  trying to learn so naturally that failing is not so dangerous a thing. That failing often is not so bad. Is it my phobia to think that i m able to go so easily with downs and downs and downs. But  How can downs b so frequent. How high I was ,,, as to keep falling on and on and on, how low and how far to go and where to.
Yet, WHEN I SEEM TO B HEADING TOWARDS D WORST, THE ULTIMATE WORST, AN UNUSUAL , OUT OF D Way Ray of HOPE Seems TO OVER POWER me all around, AND shockingly, I SEEM TO FORGET D DOWNS AS IF THEY NEVER HAPPENED to me AT ALL!
Yet, an unusual and meta power seems to overpower me all around limitless,,, and glides me often  steep up towards best of my  life and existence and pave way for me to firmly believe that I AM THE BEST AND EVERY THING ELSE was / is a  DREAM AND PHOBIA., AND UNREAL.
Again and again a thought comes to me, WHAT THE HELL, WHY DID I UNDERESTIMATE MYSELF, SO UNNECESSARILY.
UNNECESSARILY I WAS IN SEARCH OF A MIRACLE, WHEN ME AND MYSELF IS NO LESS A MIRACLE.
SHALL I CLOSE BY SAYING, THAT D best continues to be abundance and that my BEST IS YET TO COME, yet to happen!