When you are at your best and you fail ..... just dont bother .... be at your best and spring up as often as you can. Rest Leave it to the ultimate power.

When you are at your best and you fail ..... just dont bother .... be at your best and spring up as often as you can. Rest Leave it to the ultimate power.
LbnRaj

Failing and getting depressed ......?

"Failing and Getting depressed? .... When I fail continuously and regularly .... I get isolated, I feel low. People around who keep succeeding seem to be too busy to talk to a failure like me. I get more and more and low. I feel bad and start accusing myself. I unknowingly start degrading and belittling myself. Of late I realised, if the so called successful people are so busy and careless.... I go to a person who happened to have more failures than what I have undergone myself. This I do this against the popular belief, "to be excellent, be in the company of excellent". Believe me all who failed or continue failing are not useless, illogical and unfair. They are not meant to be failures, but they fail. My stumbling upon those who fail .... did not push me towards failure ..... but towards success. A greater success than otherwise. I have decided, If I need to do something in an extra-ordinary fashion ... I talk to those who failed. This makes me more confident, this makes me spring up unusually and boundless. This is the power of failures and the people who fail". -LbnRaj ; Feb 18, 2017 ; https://moorunaaku.blogspot.in/2017/02/failing-and-getting-depressed.html

My new found enthusiasm

"I got up early when my dear one reminded me. There seemed to be a new found enthusiasm to be in quite time to library, to find sufficient time to think about myself, set my table and to start the day with my blogpost for the day. Though I am able to post this blog, surprisingly, though I wished I would start the day with new found enthusiasm, it did not really seemed to have happened that way for things beyond my control. It is ok, when I am bent upon being the best and doing the best, why should I bother about results and consequences. The only thing I wish is that I should continue to be the best inspite of worst surroundings and worst happenings around. Yes that way I am still flowing with my NEW FOUND ENTHUSIAM. I dont seem to wish for anything more than this from life. Cheers." - LbnRaj ; https://moorunaaku.blogspot.in ; January 27 2017 

Some times one fails, knowingly or unknowingly in spite of ones best and ethical efforts

"Some times one fails, knowingly or unknowingly in spite of ones best and ethical efforts. Quite often a wrong person or a person who adopts wrong or unethical ways succeeds on the things that you terribly failed to achieve inspite of your best and honest efforts, succeeds extraordinarily. Surprisingly under the leadership of such a person,  very good things may start happening. Dont be shocked, dont be surprised. Continue to complement the good work and be bold to condemn the means adopted. Take the positive side of his good things. Be bold as you always are, and continue to work on your honest and uncompromising path. You are still the best, never ever doubt yourself. You be atal(firm)." - LbnRaj ; https://www.facebook.com/LbnRaj/about

Am I heading towards Gnanodaya ?

"When I succeed I have a tendency to find out the people who supported and guided all through. When I  Fail I have a tendency to find out the people who pushed me towards it ................. Yes, now find some change in the way I look at all this. Now I seem to be realizing that I am responsible for all that which keeps happening to me. I think I am slowly and steadily that the way I take the after effects of success or failure is totally mine.
I dont know whether this is Gnanodaya or groping further into darkness. There are many things in my life for which I firmly think I am responsible. There are many more things in my life for which I am not at all responsible. But all that matters.
If  you think I am confused, it may me. The fact is that I continue to be so honest about my confusion. It is not important whether I am confused or clear, what is important to me is that I am so clear about my confusion. "
- LbnRaj