Human Nature

You cant proclaim to be perfect in your understanding of Human Nature.
The more you understand, the more you get confused. The more you research .... the more you will find contradictions. Present research on HUMAN NATURE is all a hide and seek, be it science, social science or literature. lbnraj ; lotus5673@yahoo.co.in ; moorunaaku.blogspot.in ; 

Am I heading towards Gnanodaya ?

"When I succeed I have a tendency to find out the people who supported and guided all through. When I  Fail I have a tendency to find out the people who pushed me towards it ................. Yes, now find some change in the way I look at all this. Now I seem to be realizing that I am responsible for all that which keeps happening to me. I think I am slowly and steadily that the way I take the after effects of success or failure is totally mine.
I dont know whether this is Gnanodaya or groping further into darkness. There are many things in my life for which I firmly think I am responsible. There are many more things in my life for which I am not at all responsible. But all that matters.
If  you think I am confused, it may me. The fact is that I continue to be so honest about my confusion. It is not important whether I am confused or clear, what is important to me is that I am so clear about my confusion. "
- LbnRaj