How original I am when I write
Whenever I start writing I tend to think that there is
nothing new to write about. I realise that whatever I am going to write is
either written or expressed by some one already. Then I decided not to read any
more so as to avoid duplicating what others write and say. It helped me to some
extent. Later I realise that even when I don’t read …. disregard my past
readings …. I again and again realise that I am unable to write some thing
totally new …. totally of mine. Wow I tend to be write and wrong very often
about my habit of writing and publishing. The thought of plagiarism haunts me
through out.
To me now, human consciousness is only one ….. across
individuals and societies. There can never be a writing by some one totally new and unheard of. It is
just not possible. Every one thinks, every one forms a stand and every one
comes to lifes understandings and learning outcomes. Very few try to express or
write. They don’t write and express does not mean that they don’t have ideas,
original ideas. It is immaterial whether one writes / expresses or not.
So now I realise, come what may, I will continue to write
the way I feel like writing, the way my thoughts and experiences push me to
write. If the same is said and expressed by some one, I will acknowledge the
same thankfully. When I start writing, I now don’t push myself to verify if the
same is being written or expressed by some one some times. Let me continue to
be spontaneous come what may. Let me continue to be proud of myself when my
thoughts are found to be similar to the great thinkers. Let me continue to be
exploring … let me continue to evolve the way I do and think. I am what I am
and I should continue to be what I am. Let me arrive at what I am by thinking
and writing about what I am.
Lbn Rajashekhar Devarai
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