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Monday, 18 April 2016

Am I heading towards Gnanodaya ?

"When I succeed I have a tendency to find out the people who supported and guided all through. When I  Fail I have a tendency to find out the people who pushed me towards it ................. Yes, now find some change in the way I look at all this. Now I seem to be realizing that I am responsible for all that which keeps happening to me. I think I am slowly and steadily that the way I take the after effects of success or failure is totally mine.
I dont know whether this is Gnanodaya or groping further into darkness. There are many things in my life for which I firmly think I am responsible. There are many more things in my life for which I am not at all responsible. But all that matters.
If  you think I am confused, it may me. The fact is that I continue to be so honest about my confusion. It is not important whether I am confused or clear, what is important to me is that I am so clear about my confusion. "
- LbnRaj